Apologies my lovelies blogger has been hating on me and only lets me on occasionally. Perhaps I'm not worthy? I've been working heaps and also I've been housesitting with the boy which makes life difficult and this is the only chance I've had to myself in a week. I'm only feeling happy at the moment when I exercise. yay endorphins! Not much really to report, friends have been noticing my change in size I wish I could! I haven't been weighing myself and will do so when I actually organize an effing eating plan that works. Missing you all


Did anyone else catch the new season ep of G.g (do you even watch it?) I almost had a heart attack I know this is like my 5000th post on blake but she is amazing..

Apologies lovelies,
My blogging has been very random lately for two reasons:

1. I'm NOT loosing weight..
2. My blogger keeps stuffing up and I'be wasted so much time lately trying to log on to only get a blank screen (anyone else?) Perhaps its punishment for not being as lovely as my beautiful followers

I'm finding it really difficult to find a meal plan that works for me...

I ended up 'fasting' last week only to binge on the weekend, so fuck basically.

I need structure and discipline, I'm wearing thin (not physically, obviously)

Help keep me motivated!!

This morning I ran 6km with my biggest thinspiration, it feels awesome and tonight I'll go to the gym, maybe have a few crackers and avocado for lunch and stock up on lovely fruit, yum

Hope your all doing well

fasting failure?

So anyway I've been "fasting" I think most of you would be horrified. It's been fairly high calorie actually and I gave into some roasted veggies tonight, but whatever it's been than eating 3 meals..I guess.
Anyway I'm hoping to fast all of tomorrow

Hope your all doing better than me!

xx

Last night was very painful, I was throwing up which was actually quite good because I refuse to eat anything today to start off my fast. I decided to do just a liquid fast (dont really know what that entails) but I'll make myself so healthy low cal smoothies for breakfast and dinner so I can still work out (bar today as I still feel horrible)if I'm really bad I'll allow myself a cup a soup (100 cal)

Hope your all going well

Blah...

I've been eating badly but exercising heaps!
I went to this food and wine festival thing, tried to get out of it by saying that I couldnt afford it but then my sister in law said my brother wasnt going anymore and I could use his tic free of charge. WHY arnt I smart enough to make up a better excuse. Anyway, my eating habits went down hill from there :| I've told the boyfriend I'm no longer eating carbs. As his mum regularly cooks pasta...
Last night I spontaneously went out for dinner with his family and tried to order a salad but they all insisted I eat a pizza, (so much for no carbs) fuck my life! anyway the boyfriend helped me out a bit with me thank god..

I can't even tell you what I weigh at the moment, when I'm in a better place I'll jump on the scales and let you all know

I considering doing the master cleanse, starting tomorrow- I ate this morning so that was a bit wasteful, but I've got a friends birthday this weekend which I absolutely must look good for (her and all her friends are stunning)

What a boring post! I wish I had more to say- oh actually I got a job! I have to be on my feet all day and it's not in food! hallelujah!

xxxxxxx