Hi lovelies,
I arrived home on Friday feeling like a fat pig and weighing in at 66kg. I was fairly happy actually. I realize my weight loss is slow and tedious but I will get there! So I never considered myself an emotional eater but after my grandfather's death I certainly become one. Every thought of him, lying there, dead (btw, I saw him to say 'goodbye' defiantly do not recommend it i can't get the picture out of my head) or 6ft under made me consume enough food to feed a small African village. Before I left for my trip, I ashamed to admit I gained and was close 68 kg. I was only slightly disappointed because I had been at 65.5 due to the fast but wanting to be thin was overridden by greif and wanting to spend time with my family. So now, I'm 66kg and I'm determined to get back on track, I'm excited even.
Hope your all doing well
Love x

After a shower tonight I weighed in at 65.6! I'm so happy I'm sure to see 65 by friday!! I do however have a problem to share with you. As you all know I've been on the master cleanse, however I havnt been having the daily recommened amount.I'm meant to have 6-8 glasses and I've been having 4, max! Tonight I had the worst headache and pms pain and I was hungry so I have a banana smoothie (soymilk, banana, yoghurt, ice) I feel alot better and it was 250ml glass... Have I fucked everything up? I know I defiantly have by the master cleanse standards, althought they do allow you to eat fruit if you absolutly need it, I don't know how beyonce would feel about yoghurt.. What do you guys think, be honest, what do you have when you fast?