Last night was very painful, I was throwing up which was actually quite good because I refuse to eat anything today to start off my fast. I decided to do just a liquid fast (dont really know what that entails) but I'll make myself so healthy low cal smoothies for breakfast and dinner so I can still work out (bar today as I still feel horrible)if I'm really bad I'll allow myself a cup a soup (100 cal)

Hope your all going well

Blah...

I've been eating badly but exercising heaps!
I went to this food and wine festival thing, tried to get out of it by saying that I couldnt afford it but then my sister in law said my brother wasnt going anymore and I could use his tic free of charge. WHY arnt I smart enough to make up a better excuse. Anyway, my eating habits went down hill from there :| I've told the boyfriend I'm no longer eating carbs. As his mum regularly cooks pasta...
Last night I spontaneously went out for dinner with his family and tried to order a salad but they all insisted I eat a pizza, (so much for no carbs) fuck my life! anyway the boyfriend helped me out a bit with me thank god..

I can't even tell you what I weigh at the moment, when I'm in a better place I'll jump on the scales and let you all know

I considering doing the master cleanse, starting tomorrow- I ate this morning so that was a bit wasteful, but I've got a friends birthday this weekend which I absolutely must look good for (her and all her friends are stunning)

What a boring post! I wish I had more to say- oh actually I got a job! I have to be on my feet all day and it's not in food! hallelujah!

xxxxxxx

Hi girlies..
Everything is quite peachy at the moment, done two gym seshes a day the past two days- except today oops (had work this morn) and been eating considerably less Fingerscrossed for some results by next week... Hope your all doing well xx

I found these picture of Blake when I bought American Vogue. The Aus one wasnt out yet but that would'nt matter because she looks phenomonal and I still would have bought it. I would kill for that bod.

How terrible am I?
I've hidden from blogger for over 2 weeks. I feel so bad, I just left it for so long I became embarrassed to come back.. Everything has been very busy. I've had so many birthdays etc plus uni has started AND I'm trying to find a new job. Hell. So now I'm no longer a teen and I looked hideous on my birthday...I PLAN to be back on track.. Honestly, I wouldnt blame you for not beleiveing me (how many times have I said this?) Anyway, I made myself some new little guidelines, now that I'm a mature 20 year old... One of them included eating (nearly) whatever you like so long as it's healthy as long as I'm very active. I've been bloody active girls, spinning, running, crunching, squating, lifting, cross training every bloody day and it hasnt made an ounce of difference. I think some serious action needs to take place and it truth I feel alot better when I'm restricting, more in control and exercising like crazy. I guess the question is if I can actually do it. It's almost spring here and the sun has been out so I'm beginning to feel the pressure ( even though my summer will be winter this year)

Anyway, I really hope your all well and dont hate me!!

P.S Thanks for all the birthday wishes

Hi girlies,
It is the eve of my twentieth birthday and I dont know what I weigh. Last time I checkedc it was about 67.8 which is dismal. I just cant seem to stop shovelling food into me.. I'm off to the gym now to burn off as much as I can

Love to all

Ladies,
Today, by my standards, has gone well.
I got up this morning had some cereal with soy milk. Went to the gym, ran for 15 mins and went on the bike for 15 mins. Came home ate an apple and an 86 cal museli bar (delicious!) went to uni ate some lollies (naughty) and a coke zero.. went back to the gym on the cross trainer for 40 min, ran for 10 mins and did some sit ups and push ups. For dinner I had ratatouille and chicken... Probably a few too many calories but I was happy with my gym work out. Now if I can just keep this up everything will be peachy.

Sorry this post in INCREDIBLY boring...I'm in a rush!!

Speak soon
P.s Alice that meal plan is amazing! I always feel so, i dunno, like I'm not dieting but i think if i followed something like that I totally wouldnt eat bloody lollies all the time!!
xx

Wow! I didnt keep my promise, at all!

We got a new puppy last week! He is absolutely stunning! eating has not been blog worthy let alone exercise, Been to tied up with this little critter + job hunting. I really cant remember last week at all... I'm down but whatever. It's morning here and I've had peanut butter on a piece of toast, heres hoping it's the fattiest thing I eat all day!

Love to all