Sunday, August 22, 2010

How terrible am I?
I've hidden from blogger for over 2 weeks. I feel so bad, I just left it for so long I became embarrassed to come back.. Everything has been very busy. I've had so many birthdays etc plus uni has started AND I'm trying to find a new job. Hell. So now I'm no longer a teen and I looked hideous on my birthday...I PLAN to be back on track.. Honestly, I wouldnt blame you for not beleiveing me (how many times have I said this?) Anyway, I made myself some new little guidelines, now that I'm a mature 20 year old... One of them included eating (nearly) whatever you like so long as it's healthy as long as I'm very active. I've been bloody active girls, spinning, running, crunching, squating, lifting, cross training every bloody day and it hasnt made an ounce of difference. I think some serious action needs to take place and it truth I feel alot better when I'm restricting, more in control and exercising like crazy. I guess the question is if I can actually do it. It's almost spring here and the sun has been out so I'm beginning to feel the pressure ( even though my summer will be winter this year)

Anyway, I really hope your all well and dont hate me!!

P.S Thanks for all the birthday wishes

2 comments:

  1. oh hun, dont worry, everyone leave blogger here and there. some for days to months and they come back. i hope your doing well, and im sure you'll get back on track and reach your goals. i prefer restricting also. :)

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  2. missed you ):
    glad you're back though; i don't hate you!
    xx LOVE

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