Mini me

Hey girls,
Over the past week I've been fluctuating from 67 to 69 which doesnt depress me too much, just confusing. Hopefully over the next few weeks I can start fluctuating from 65 to 67!!

The past couple of days have been busy and I've been naughty and not counting calories and I'm positive for the new week.

Tonight I'm going for dinner at my grandma's Im really going to try and watch my portions, it'll be good practice. Besides my cousin is like walking thinspo and were blood related so it will give me some indication of what my body will be like when im thin. My cousin and I get along really well and she never use to be this thin, not that she was ever fat just maybe musclier? she did alot of rowing in high school so i guess she bulked up a bit from that. Perhaps I'll try and weed some tips from her, though she always seems to eat like a normal person... shes only 11 months younger than me and i cant stand she hasnt fallen into the 'freshman 15' weight range, hmph.
maybe I can try and get a picture of her tonight to post lol kinda creepy but thinspiring...
Speak soon