Saturday, May 1, 2010

Hi gals
I'm on my blackberry today so no thinspo, again. This weekend has been bad. Very bad.
I had a dinner parrty last night and I made sure not to finish more than a half on my meal.
I did eat a lot before the meal though so I guess it doesn't really count. My boyfriend and I fought all last night again, and made up this morning, but I'm SO tiredn, which has resultesd in poor food choices today. I feel like I'm not very thinspiring lately, I'm sorry. I feel like I take 2 steps foward and one step back.
This week is really bad, I've got 3 assignments due and my mums going into hospital on thursday. I know its not a bit deal because she's only having elective surgery but it still upsets me. I know she's upset by it. When she told me she was practically crying. She's actually quite old. She had me when she's was 41 and now she's 60 and I think it gets to her often which in turn gets to me.
Anyway, she's strong but she'll still be in recovery at home for like 6 weeks. Poor woman will go insane.

I really wish I was more organised. 3 assingments to start and finish by the end of this week.
Ill try and make what time I have for at the gym really count.
Hope your all doing well. Ill start counting calories again a.sap.
I'm really sorry I've been so horrible.
Hopefully I can't figure out how to use this darn phone to check out all your blogs :)

2 comments:

  1. Hey sweety, aw it's ok, weekends are always difficult for me. I'm sorry to hear about your mum, I hope it all goes well for her and you.

    Chin up buttercup, you're doing fine,
    Lots of love,
    Adeline xx

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  2. oh, sorry bout your mum, i hope you can help her not getting insane :)
    looking forward to when you have proper access again.
    and don't worry, as soon as you're counting calories again you will lose weight.
    x

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