Mini me

Today has been o.k....Uni work is very daunting so I'm posting very quickly today.
I'm doing an assignment on premium brands surviving the recession so I'm research them and their advertising campaigns with are obviosuly exteremly thinspiring...






Obviosuly my fave (george michael and claudz= hothothot!!)




and the MEN are so gorgeous!!!



B: Museli Bar
L: 1 1/2 pieces of toast with butter and cheese (oops)
S: low cal hot choc
D: a slice of chicken meatload small green salad and 1/2 a sweet potato.

I know its bad. I really need to develop some of my old habits but sometimes im just like fuck it this is not going away...

Exercise: 1/2 hour of running and went back to do only 1/2 hour of cros trainer. Also bad but my friend made me feel guilty about not studying for the test i have tomorrow...
I feel so fucking fat. this FAT is NOT leaving. Your all getting so skinny and your going to leave me in fatville.

I just had a glass of milk to resist a binge.
When I was skinny I never counted calories. It never occured to me, I think I thought it was too difficult. Here is a typical day of what i use to eat/do:
Run in the morning (I loved it, couldnt get enough of it)
B: HUGE bowel of cereal
L: Apple and maybe a can of pepsi max
D:small tuna salad
Gym. (20 min run, 20 min cross trainer, 20 min bike, 10 min stepper)
and i would walk to and from school and walk to work.
I wish I could develop these habits again, maybe I will soon. I would cry at night because I would get so frustrated that I could sleep so sometimes mum made me cinnamon toast and of course i hated that i ate it but whatever. I wish mum would even want to make me cinnamon toast, now all she does is tell me to stop eating!

Honestly girls, all i do is fucking whinge, I need to start taking some serious action.