Mini me

Today was ok, I looked after mum and we watched julie and julia. Not the best movie to watch when your dieting it seriosly made me recosider turning my diet blog into a foodies blog, but I'm still here and not matter how hard I try and convince myself I love food and my body shape doesnt matter, the desire to be thin will always..win.
So I'm fairly certain i stayed below 1000 calories today. I still wont tell you what i eat cause lets just say it involved alot of ciabtta. I dont know why bread id getting the better of me lately. But, tomorrow I shall be bread free.
I know to some of you that seems huge but I'm working on it, as you can see from my last posts staying below 600 cals just made me binge on the weekends. fatass.

Last night didnt end up at great as i wanted it to be. It was asian food and I'm sure some of you may know its hard to watch the portions when your bowl is constantly being piled with food. I made sure not to eat thing i really didnt find enjoyable.

I just got back from the gym. I was feeling pretty lousy this afternoon. I though I had done pretty well in one of my essays and I asked mum to proof read it and she didnt like it. sigh... I did 20 mins on the cross trainer and 20 mins on the tredmil so i guess i burnt about 450 cal. I aim to visit the gym twice tomorrow.

I'm actually really not a smart person. My whole like mum has told me that I had "better marry rich" because apparently I'll never be able to afford my lifestyle. So it kinda sucks that I need help with every bit of academia ( off to the boyfriends house tomorrow for accounting & statistics help) It would really mean alot to my if I could finally reach my goal weight. I know I'm not doing half as well as alot of you but maybe slow and steady wins the race?... ah screw that I WANNA BE SKINNY NOW!!

I know my stomach photos are a little over due now, I was doing to post some last week but to be honest I dont think there is a alot of change ( and i was pmsing) So I'll try and put some up soon.

Can't wait to hear from you all!

The last pic is actially just a bit too skinny for me, but I just thought she looked really elegant and graceful. Something I'll never be which was evident this evening when I fell off my crosstrainer into the man next to me. he wasnt even hot.