Mini me

As usual my weekends have been terrible, you heard about friday's antics. Well yesterday was pretty bad too..
B: 2 pieces of toast w/ marg/vegemite
l: mandarin
s: 2x soy chai latte + some popcorn
heres the bad part
For dinner I went out for chinese food with my family. I didnt feel full which was the bad part but at least it was mainly rice, veggies and lean meat but i think I till ate quite a bit. Afterward i went to my boyfriends house and we had some candy whilst i did an online accounting test for my course. I feeling pretty guilty. Some of you girls have had or blogs alot less than i have but youve lost alot more weight!!At least I went to the gym and ran for 1/2 hr but still I should have done more.

Before dinner, I went to the movies with my family we saw "Coco Chanel and Igor Stravansky". I love the 1920's, and the way Chanel wore those beautiful clothes amazed me, they hung off her so gracefully and whilst Anna Mouglalis was probably too skinny she didn't look it at all she just looked so beautiful. Mum and I spoke about it afterwards and unforunately no matter how skinny we were/ are they would never look like that on us...



Today I'm at work, I had alot of toast for breakfast this morning, I should feel guilt but I don't I need to feel guilty!!. Ive had 2 chocolate biscuits too! god damn... I won't eat for the rest of the day, but I think I'll have a tiny bit of smoothie for energy (If i need it) before I go the the gym. Then of course, Ill have to eat dinner with my boyfriends family (hopefully its not too bad. And then I'll start again tomorrow. Gosh, I really need more restraint :(