Mini me

This morning I weight 67.9. I don't usually count this as a loss because it was probabaly just all water weight. But I was pretty damn excited.. It's going to be a good week..

It's good to know sometimes that I'm good at something (well not good yet, but I will be). I've never been musical, sporty, smart or creativeand it's never bothered me until this year. (Cue Violins) I often cry about how much I feel that my life so far has been a failure. Everyone in my family ( bar my brother with psychological problems) are sucesses. My dad's a doctor, Mum's a teacher, my eldest brothers are scientist, engineer's and the last one has a business degree and got a promotion to work overseas. I can't even finish an assignent without the help of my Mother, boyfriend etc. I know Im whining, i mean i live in the best city in a great country, i went to a fantastic school and i go to university (not a great one but i still go) that makes me even sadder sometimes that I've had all these great oppurtunies and I havnt used them and most people have it a lot worse of that me. So I'm sorry to unload all of my baggage and i know i sound like a spoilt little brat but sometimes it helps to talk.

The thing that upsets me the most is my friendships. I was friends with everyone in high school and now thats over i seem to have drifted whilst they all still hang out...I mean i try to make it work but theyre not interested. I wonder if they think about me, they probabaly don't.

I cant stand my bestfriend more often than not ( I suppose I sound a bit like her tonight)

So i hope to God i dont fail at this too..

Once again im sorry you can totally skip that whole part, in fact if you decide to write me a comment dont mention it.

Breakfast: Porridge (150cal) + Green Tea (2 cal)
Lunch: Cup a soup (100 cal), Peanut butter on white bread (140)
Snacks: Vitaweats (87 cal), Hot chocolate (63 cal)

= 542 cal, eep looks like I'am failing

Dinner: Tuna caserole, boiled egg, peas (?? alot??)
Execise:
Walking (127)

I canned the gym tonight, Ive got a test to study for tomorrow, why am i always leaving things to the last minuet? My day was pretty heavy food wise I guess i can say goodbye to 67.9...

I know most of you dont advise to use laxitives but if you need to speed up the "process" would you recommend them?

Also I have to go out for dinner tomorrow night, it's just a typical restraunt with pastas, salads pizza's etc can someone tell me a low calorie restraunt meal? I usually get an entree serving of calimari salad?

Here's some lovely Australian Thinspo