Mini me

BIG FAT FAILURE

Today I was at my boyfriends house and he was mentioning how skinny i was (wtf ive lost 2 kgs, and im not even trying to float my boat here) he is SOO paranoid!! So I told him to chill out its not like last time (when i became vegetarian, hardly ate exercised heaps) i listen to my body, eat when hungry (sometimes) and exercise. So to make him happy i was saying that 65kg is a very healthy weight for my height (even thought I want to be less) hes like mmm actually i dont think i liked how you looked at 65kg...(bastard) sooo majorly stressing. It seems I have to choose between my body and my boyfriend. And when I'm fat im unhappy but im with him so its moderatly ok. but then if im skinny ill be happy but he wont want be with me. Somebody should just love and accept me for who I'am. Anyway we'll see what the next couple of weeks brings. But my plan it to loose to 65 a.s.ap and loose the rest a bit slower so he's not suss... What do you think?

Today was pretty crappy I'm going to have to work my arse off it i want to be 67 by monday- which was the plan

Bfast: (to make my boyfriend happy) 2 peices of toast with margarine and vegemite PLUS a bowl of cereal.

Lunch: Cup a soup

Dinner: small noodles with satay and chicken (gave some to my brother too)

snacks: 5 small chocolate easter eggs.

Sorry, Im not counting todays calories its too hard and depressing.

I'm sorry I broke my promise but its seriously hard around the boyfriend, so i have to act like a lard arse when im with him. He got mad at me for having a cup of soup for lunch saying "its like having a cup of boiled water" which isnt true cause theres like 100cals in it, however i did not mention that...

I went to the gym today and ran for 20 mins and spent 1/2 hour on the cross trainer then i tried some skipping for about 5 mins (im hopeless)

So proud and happy for everyone else...Keep up the good work!!

I'm sorry if you don't like her but I would kill for her body...