I'm sure your all doing so well...
Things have been pretty bad between my boyfriend and I THANK GOD I'm not an emotional eater. Just a regular eater. Today has been ok, my boy and I were fighting last night so i went to bed at like 8 and got up at 10, fought some more. Made up. then I had some cereal and shapes and he took me out for a milkshake, which i tried to drink only 1/2 of but he kept saying "keeep drinking" It was skinny and delicious. I went home and sat at my desk trying to start a psychology report (still am) and all i could think about was throwing up. So i ran a hot hot shower and purged my guts up, ( It souns gross, i like to do it in there beacuse the drain cover lifts off and noone can hear me). Ate a mandarin and about 1/2 a brown roll with tiny bit of butter and went to the gym, ran for a 1/2 hour and then went in the sauna for the other 1/2 hour (lazy, but i idnt get there till 4 and it closed at 5.)
Mum slaved away in the kitchen all day cooking (god knows why) so i had to eat dinner with them, which wasnt too bad just chicken, spinach and cheese dish and tiny potato's. O.k so yes maybe a tiny bit of an emo eater, but at least it was healthy?
My boy and I are in another fight as we speak..He's accusing me of cheating on him like 3 years ago. I didn't. He doesnt believe me. He doesnt trust me anyway. So I don't really know whats going to happen with us. Sometimes I wish it was over, but then I don't, I'm so confused. But I think it might be. Anyway, I better get back to this Psych lab report.
I'm such a teeny bopper, I love 90210.
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