Hello anyone who bothers to read this,
I logged off for 1 week after only just beginning. I felt stupid noone reads this crap anyway, but ive decied to come back and give it another go. I think i need you. My easter weekend was as crap as everyone elses, I went away with my boyfriends family, chocolate, take away and only an hours exercise...I dont even want to think about my calorie intake. All i could think about was throwing up, and i did. Most of it anyway. Somehow I lost weight Cw to this very second is 68.8 but it was 68.2 yesterday so i must have fucked up somewhere in those 24 hours. Anyway I'm feeling pretty shitty, I've been invited to one of my boyfriends friends parties, and its tomorrow night! I've already decided im not going to drink. But I desperatly need to look thin. All these girls will be there that have called me fat and ugly in the past. So with virtually no time to prepare I need to look hot. I had porridge this morning and a stick of gum and I'll just have a bit of soup for dinner and HEAPS of water to flush it all out,and a similar day tomorrow + major running at the gym. I'll start logging my calorie intake again soon, it's a bit too hard at the moment because ive been staying with my boyfriends and been eating so much crap then purging, too hard to count. 
Anyway, theres defiantly been a noticeable weight loss (even though the scales still say im a fatty, my boyfriends family friend commented, and my boyfriend has been more attracted to my physically. I hope you all had a happy holiday
Picture is of me preparing to run..haha I wish
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