Friday, April 30, 2010

Hello everyone,
I'm a Big FAT Phoney.
Since I started this blog I've lost 2kg. Only two.

I was seriously misinformed by my parents scales this week. I bought new batteries for my scales and im 68kg... sixty-eight.

What makes it worse is that I actually believed I had lost 4. something kilograms. I still look like a fucking WHALE. and even stupider I ate so much crap last night at my boyfriends house because I thought I had "deserved" it. I didn't

I felt like I worked my arse off this week it feels like none of that even matters let alone even happened. Something needs to change.

I really don't like depriving myself of anything that I think I need,I don't want to be that girl who doesnt eat this or that.I want to eat everything, I don't want people to think I'm anal about food, but I think I have to be.

P.s. There is a direct correlation between your followers and the weight you loose. I'm SO uninspiring!!

Sorry for my little vent. Hope your all doing well.
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4 comments:

  1. RoseApril 30, 2010 at 1:16 AM

    Okay, here's something what makes me feel better:
    At least you didn't GAIN two kilos :D

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  2. MinimeApril 30, 2010 at 1:55 AM

    Good point hahabut seriously fml

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  3. AnonymousApril 30, 2010 at 1:58 AM

    I've only lost two kg as well. It's alright, because guess what day tomorrow is :) First of the month! I sense a fresh start looming! I shall do a post about it :)

    Lots of love,
    Adeline xx

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  4. .April 30, 2010 at 8:52 AM

    oh dear, don't be too harsh on yourself. try to take it as a reverse thinspo. actually i've been doing REALLY bad as well today, don't even want to count the calories.... :-S

    i'm really sorry i haven't replied to your mail yet but i always only had time to go online for 10-15 minutes and i want to take my time replying to it, it's so long :)

    x

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