I can get away without eating much during the week just the weekends fuck me up. The boyfriend watches me like a hawk, hes only letting me get down to 65kg so the rest ill have to hide somehow. Any Ideas?
he was with me the last time i lost alot of weight and i was a total bitch to him, but this time is differnt. I don't want to hurt him, but i cant stand looking and my fat cellulited thighs and flabby stomach anymore. My body gets in the way of our sex life too i hate seeing the jiggle. its death if i take my eyes of his face.
I found some old pics of me in a bikini when i weighed 56 and whilst i decide how much more i need to loose when i get to 61. I looked good, i seriously don't know why people worry so much, I think they're just jelous. I'll post them later if you like. I can't do my uni work either all i can do is look at thinspo blogs. so im going to be fat and dumb yay
hi, i would love to see those photos! i use reductil 10 mg, this is only my third day on it & today's only the first day i'm fasting. so far so good, i've only had water [i have been asleep the majority of the day though haha]. yeah, i don't think fasting is a healthy idea at all, but i'm going to try it anyway - my body surely has plenty of fat stores to survive off ;] that picture at the top of your blog is absolutely beautiful! they do kind of look like their dead from starvation but it's still a stunning photograph! :D xx
ReplyDeleteHi :) thanks for leaving the comment! I'll be following yours too :) to be honest though, my boyfriend NEVER lets me skip meals. Whenever he's eating, I have to be eating too.. and it's not like I can say no cause he knows about my disorder. He thinks I've recovered. Definitely not the case hahahaha and i totally have to agree with you on the whole "body image" getting in the way with your sex life. I've had so many problems with that... and i still do. It's so weird to know that someone's going through the same exact thing as me. You're not alone so stay strong!
ReplyDeleteLove,Ana